Dear Diary - Chapter 14
(Wednesday, 13 July 2011 / 06:37 /
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Gikwang's POV
Dear Diary,
Dongwoon is acting weird. Okay, I know he is weird all the time but, this time.. its no joke. Theres like a story behind his eyes and I think its something I should know. But, why does theres also something telling me that I should just walk away from here... no, that'll make me look like a coward. I'm not gonna step back.
"Spill.. Dongwoon. I'm sure its something I can handle.." I responded. He smirked and patted my shoulder with his lips slowly coming closer to my ear. He whispered something and, I was wrong.. I can't handle it.
"Did you know, that Jojo and I are just madly in love with each other?"
My heart nearly dropped hearing those words coming out from his mouth. Him? and JOJO? I mean, its not like those two aren't cute together.. but Jojo is with me. She's mine! and nobody else! Its not like she cheated, did she? No.. I can't just jump to conclusions like that. I gotta stay calm. Can't show him that I'm weak..
I pushed him away and was about to get ready to charge. "Are you nuts? Jojo would never-" but before I could give him a good lecture, he just gave me one a second earlier..
"I told you to listen, hyung. Just think about it. Even you saw what happened. Two people, me and Jojo, kissed. And even you said it yourself before, a kissed won't happen unless theres a special meaning behind it," he explained it to me further. I just wish I was deaf. I just wish I was blind. With that, nothing like this won't happen. I can't believe I'm fighting with my own best friend..
I shook my head and looked to the ground. "I don't know what the hell you're talking about.." I said softly. He chuckled and said, "excuse me? really? Aww c'mon, hyung. You gotta figure it out somehow. I kissed her, she kissed me. Do the math.."
Do the math? Do the MATH!? I barely pass math and his making me do something stupid. Him and Jojo? No way.. I won't take anymore of this. But.. what if Jojo really did.. No.. I gotta find her. I need to speak to her. "I'm sorry, Dongwoon.. but I gotta go now. I'll see you later," I better not.. I'm upset. Really upset.
I should go and see Jojo quick. But, she's probably at her house by now and she probably need some time to cool down. Barging my questions to her might make her feel disturbed and I think even I won't get my answer by forcing her. Maybe tomorrow.
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[ The next day ]
Jojo's POV
Dear Diary,
I couldn't even sleep well after what happened last night. I can't believe I'm saying this but, I think I'm gonna avoid meeting Gikwang today. I'm not sure if I can face him or, even if I explain what really happened, I'm sure it'll be hard for him to believe me 'cause I know Dongwoon is like a little brother to him. I won't risk their bromance for my immature explanations. I'm sure we'll cool down sooner or later, or maybe not..
Right now, I think I should talk to Dongwoon. I don't know whats going on with that guy. Who the hell does he thinks he is for taking advantage on a girl like that. He is nothing like how I imagine he would be. Everything was pure lie. Nothing else.
I went to Dongwoon's class and called him. He was talking to a bunch of his friends and it made me guilty at first for just taking him away like that. But he insisted so I just go ahead with it.
I took him to a hallway where probably no one would come. I think its better if we talk in private 'cause I don't want to be the reason why his popularity is ruined. I gather all of my guts and was ready to battle him with the words I have in store for him. Just wait and see, Son Dongwoon. You'll regret for following me here.
"This is unusual for you to call me out at a time like this. And this place.."
"shut up," I silenced him. He scratched the back of his neck and was back to his so-called 'cool' pose. "I'll be doing the talking here, while you just stay there and just give me the answers that I need.."
He rolled his eyes and shrugged. "Whatever. I know you must be wondering why I kissed you yesterday.." So he did realize. And I also hope he knew that it break me to pieces. "Glad we're on the same page. So I guess it'll be easier for me to get this over with," I exclaimed.
"Why did you kiss me!? I considered you knew that me and Gikwang were together. Do you have any problem with us? I can't believe you-" "You're so noisy.."
Damn.. no ! No more.. please no! Darn, he kissed me again. And this time, its worst.. I really can't push him. This kiss is making me weak. As if its draining all my strength. Please.. no more..
"Jojo?"
What?! No.. not that voice.. please tell me that I'm just hearing things!
"See, hyung. I told you I'd prove everything that I said was right.."
What the hell are you saying, Dongwoon!? No, I don't want everything to get worst..